I've spent my recent days on autopilot. (mouseover-replace: "on autopilot") [doing nothing and feeling [[nothing]], without a thought in the world] (click-append:" world") [. Just as the sun rises in the morning without anyone having to tell it to. Just like when the moon is ready to [[light]] the night]
I don't even remember the last time I was happy. (click-append: "happy") [ for more than a few minutes] (click-append:"minutes")[, or even a few days] (click-append:"days")[. Its actually been a couple of [[months]]]My mind is clouded with darkness. I [[hope]] that someday, the light bulb is sparked and I am able to see. But sometimes, the clouds are as dark as [[melanite]] and I [[doubt]] they will ever clear. Today, I was walking to class. (click-append:"class")[, just like any other day]
I sluggishly pass through the sea of people and I overhear a girl talking on the phone. I remember her describing something that I want so much. (mouseover-replace: "describing something that I want so much")[ saying, "Your world is a lamp to my foot and a light for my path"] (live:2s)[January]
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